Learning to See Helps me to Pray

I've noticed one little thing about myself and my prayers since beginning to focus on them.  I can't focus!  During prayer (and dare I say Mass also), my mind is going over details of work, or what I need to tell a friend, or people I need to call, or any other minute detail that does not matter including what's for dinner. 

I can only imagine God sitting there waiting for me to get back to my conversation with Him.  It's like I'm sitting across from Him, but  I'm checking my Twitter while He's trying to tell me something. So I know that I am just not listening when this happens.

                                                                             How can I better focus and listen to what my Lord is trying to tell me?  First, I've noticed one thing that is missing most of the time when this occurs....SILENCE!  When did I start doing Morning prayer with the TV going in the background? When did the radio or CD payer start continuously playing in my car?  So I've resolved to no longer turn the TV on until after Morning prayer is completed.  We shall see if this makes a difference in my focus during my prayer and if it deepens the experience.

Well, I should know better, but I also realized that when I get distracted, I've not been aware of how blessed I am in this world. My prayer lacks any amount of thanksgiving. I guess this is a timely realization with Turkey Day only a couple days ago.

 

  Ingratitude!  My prayer, at that point, seems to be coming to me with the idea that it should somehow entertain me. Now I realize that it should be also about thanking God for all that is already in my life that He has seen fit to provide. When did I become so unaware of these things and forget in my prayer to give thanks for everything that I have and see around me.

 

I have recently told myself, when I start to wander, there is something here in front of me that I should be thanking God for and since it is not coming to my mind by listening, it is somewhere around me.  I have begun learning to SEE what is around me and the BLESSINGS that are right before my eyes.  When I start looking around me, I can find so much to talk to the Lord about or realize how much I am blessed, that I begin to SEE His love and I can't help but put my focus back on Him.  I don't know how I became "blind" to these things in my life, but discovering and uncovering all that God has done for me and my salvation, brings my heart and my prayer back to Him.

 

Beauty the Lord provides to remind out hearts that He loves us!